Long Time No See

hahahaha lame betul tak main blog. sampai diri sendiri po tak igt ade blog

well i do have a lot of stories, but yeah, kinda lazy to write some haha

anyway Ill write some in the future even though xde org bace (well act I dont need anyone to read mine) cause this is only the journey of my life. I got a lot of words to say and usually I recorded it in my books or my phone (which later on I delete) and thats too bad cause now i sorta miss them hahaha

so i thought if I put it all in here, maybe , someday, in the future, when I come by to open this up, and read my old writings (like what I'm doing right now), I can be reminded back of how my life is before I become the person I am now


that's all hahaha screw my english too lazy to check hahaha kbye

Betrayal, dear one..

Monday 15122014 0755 Rainy Morning

The weather is so nice here, I love the most. 

All of sudden, I thought about my life. 

Friendship. Betrayal.

I realise, I have been through many things in my life

And one of the most hurtful thing (something I could think of right now) is betrayal

I was betrayed by many, haters, families, someone I barely know and friends..

Among them, friends are the most. Close friend I can say

It just like, I'm not perfect. I just a mere human. Not one are!

But, if they fool me, take me easy, friended with me when they got no one,

It is just hurtful for me

The scars remain uncover (i forgave them but I don't trust them anymore)

Yes, me too, once betrayed someone. I regretted it deeply. I'm really sorry for that person and ask forgiveness is not enough. I couldn't do anything about it. And I know really well about the feelings

Still, with all the betraying and betrayed things I have been through, I do learn some things,

:: 1st, trust someone , but be careful on splitting everything about you

:: 2nd, once you experience awful thing, stop being bad and don't worry and keep you head high, because you just step into a new stage of life

::Lastly, thanks that person who make you feel down, because they give you early infomation about whats life is

Everyone, please, if there someone who has been with you every day, someone who seems to care for you much, or someone who always help you through pain and laugh, please, just please try to get know them, and love them, and dear them. Because you may not find someone like that again in your entire life

And once betrayed, one might can forgive, but he/she should never forget..

Oh the rain is over.. Good morning everyone! Have a good day!

Like doing most

There is one particular thing I love doing it, but I didn't realise it.
And it seem among all thing I love doing, this one simply describe what I feel
Or what I want to be
Its also seems to show different self of me
Like there are many of me

Peom..

"Eh eh nak tahu tak?"

"Tahu ape?"

"Bila kita sedih kan, maknenye Allah rindu kita!"

Pernah dengar tak? Inilah kata-kata seorang sahabatku kepadaku apabila aku mengadu terasa sedih. Dan aku mengingatinya sehingga sekarang.

Bersyukur aku dapat bertemu dengan seseorang seperti itu, seperti satu petunjuk buat diriku, hadiah daripada Allah. Allah sayang saya hii~

 Memang benar kata sahabatku itu, setiap kali diajukan kata-kata pujuan ini kepadaku, aku akan terasa sebak dan berfikir, 'lalainya aku!'

Terima kasih ya Allah, kurniaan Engkau kepadaku itu amat bermakna.. Sahabat2 ku diluar sana, sama ada kenal atau tidak, ingatlaa apa yang saya sampaikan kepada anda semua, ambil iktibar..

Salam ceria ^^

Distressed, emotional..

I don't know why, tapi I feel sad. Sad in such a way, you don't know what for.. That what I am feeling right now..

Kamu semua pernah rasa sebegini tak?

Sudah lama saya tidak merasa perasaan sebegini. Dan saya merindui perasaan ini..

"O"! Apee? 

Hahha jangan terkejut. Memang benar apa yang saya sampaikan tadi tu..

Sebenarnya, bila kita tiba2 saja terasa sunyi, kita akan kembali kepada Nya. Kita akan ingat kepada Nya. Kita akan berdoa kepada Nya, bukan?

"Alaa ni nak cakap tak igt tuhan ke bila senang"

Takde laah! Cuma nak cakap kita ni manusia, insan, sering terlupa sering terlalai. Saya juga banyak kali sudah terlupa akan Nya.. Kadang2 sampai nk kembali semula dah tak tahu jalan. Tapi Alhamdulillah, Dia selalu bagi petunjuk, Alhamdulillah...

Boleh nampak tak yang Allah sayang kita? Tak kira dah beerape kali kita buat dosa.

So, if you ever feel sad suddenly, return to Him, beg forgiveness and be a better slave of Him..

Sempurna manusia

We are perfect, but not perfect.

Why I say that?

Macam macam kita rungut about ourself, why she is prettier, why he is better, why is smarter, why they are, why this, why that, why why and more why. Sedangkan kita sendiri dan cukup sempurna.

Well ofc ada kekurangan. But, aren't you going to look the positive ones? Itu say klasifikasikan sebagai TIDAK BERSYUKUR. Setiap manusia dilahirkan dengan sempurna fizikal, dengan akal yang boleh menyimpan berbillion, trillion and more information! Hebatkan ciptaan Allah S.W.T. . Namun, kita masih lagi merungut. What the ungrateful brats!

Tapikan, kenapa bersungut bila kita dah sempurna?

You see, sebab kita x perfect semuanya. Kita perfect hanya pada fizikal, tapi rohaniah kita? K.O.! Kita selaluu je lupa tentang kekuasaan Allah, pencipta kita yang maha Agung, pencipta kepada fizikal kita. Namun kita asyik aje xbersyukur denganNya. Kerana?

Kerana kita manusia.
Manusia yang tidak sempurna.
Manusia yang sering pelupa.

Jadi, jom, kita sama-sama sempurnakan Iman kita dengan mula mensyukuri nikmat Allah beri. Bersyukurlah, bersyukurlah sahabat sahabat sekali. Inshaa Allah kita akan merasa nikmat yang indah sekali.

Dan bila kita bersyukur, Allah akan tambah lagi nikmat kepada kita! ^^

Contohilah Rasulullah S.A.W. , manusia yang paling sempurna, para sahabat dan tabi'in. Semoga kita berjaya mengejar Redha Allah, Inshaa Allah...