Ahad, 14 Disember 2014

Betrayal, dear one..

Monday 15122014 0755 Rainy Morning

The weather is so nice here, I love the most. 
All of sudden, I thought about my life. 

Friendship. Betrayal.

I realise, I have been through many things in my life
And one of the most hurtful thing (something I could think of right now) is betrayal
I was betrayed by many, haters, families, someone I barely know and friends..
Among them, friends are the most. Close friend I can say

It just like, I'm not perfect. I just a mere human. Not one are!
But, if they fool me, take me easy, friended with me when they got no one,
It is just hurtful for me
The scars remain uncover (i forgave them but I don't trust them anymore)

Yes, me too, once betrayed someone. I regretted it deeply. I'm really sorry for that person and ask forgiveness is not enough. I couldn't do anything about it. And I know really well about the feelings

Still, with all the betraying and betrayed things I have been through, I do learn some things,

:: 1st, trust someone , but be careful on splitting everything about you
:: 2nd, once you experience awful thing, stop being bad and don't worry and keep you head high, because you just step into a new stage of life
::Lastly, thanks that person who make you feel down, because they give you early infomation about whats life is

Everyone, please, if there someone who has been with you every day, someone who seems to care for you much, or someone who always help you through pain and laugh, please, just please try to get know them, and love them, and dear them. Because you may not find someone like that again in your entire life

And once betrayed, one might can forgive, but he/she should never forget..

Oh the rain is over.. Good morning everyone! Have a good day!


Like doing most

There is one particular thing I love doing it, but I didn't realise it.
And it seem among all thing I love doing, this one simply describe what I feel
Or what I want to be
Its also seems to show different self of me
Like there are many of me

Peom..